Pressure

My soul screams
My heart pounds
My mind pulses
I search for a way to vent the pressure

Cannot find words
          for poetry
Cannot find colors
          to paint
Cannot find music
          for song
Cannot find narration
          for friends

I want to scream at the top of my lungs
          shaking the very foundation of earth
I want to cry diamond tears
          breaking the hearts of stars
I want to run and run and run
          collapsing from exhaustion
          as my mind goes blank from God's Mercy

I want the woman I love
instead of watching her love another
                                                                 The Wolf